My world is a puerile dream.
The quietude of my world disturbed by the quips of reality.
I fail to fathom the attitudes of people.
I am a person who likes to reply and repay promptly.
One who wants to truly understand other person’s problems without seeing it as an obligation.
In the moment always.
Yet when it comes to my dealings I see nonchalance as if it’s a duty on their part.
Am I wrong it wanting those few people to b there in spirit as well?
Innumerable acquaintances and social friends.
Yet at the time of need few to b relied on.
Sometimes I mislead myself in thinking they need me.
Off course when all had a laugh at that I realize there was a motive behind that as well.
It would be wrong of me if I claim I have got no one to look back on.
Have some priceless people in my life but in different spheres.
They are there in totality and I am blessed to have them.
Yet am I wrong to crave for people like them in every angle of my life?
Am I wrong in trying to see a mirror of my attitude in every person I deal with everyday?
Sparkling light moments for acquaintances and one star moment for friendship is all it takes for me.
But I think I jump the fence a little too soon and end up getting hurt.
Why don’t I just enjoy a soft gallop and take the leap at the right moment.
Why do I give away my trust so easily?
Am I wrong to trust every friend to be my true friend in essence?
These are pure rhetoric questions for me.
But I don’t mind these questions as for each question I have got a counter argument in the form of a person who may be just for milliseconds made me believe in my quixotic world.
With each passing moment I explore new people.
And in some rare moments I find my quixotic world after all practical.
I live for these moments.
2 comments:
hmm.. most very tru..nothin wrong in expectin ppl to b d same as u r...bt d fact is, they r not!! no 2 ppl cn evr b identical in all aspects... n these 'iridiscent hues', as u wrote, r wat make a grp of frnds more awesum, to help whr sum1 is lackin n to brng d best out of d other... no point bringn out faults wen d other person is nt ready to accept..
n these differences of thoughts r ought to b thr in evry phase of life.
thr r always gonna b 2 ways of lookin at evryhting..these same attitudes were thr 2 yrs back n 2 dyas back too.. d way v r seeing it has changed..dunno y as days pass,ppl become more critical bout evry act d other person does, no one intends to harm ne1 else... if they do, then they r NOT ur frnds..ppl hurt unintentionally n n get hurt too, these r always gonna b thr, bt i dun think v shud b too critical bout it, tak it wid a pinch of salt n jus liv life ur way, u dun have to answer ne1 n face ne guilt if ur conscience is clear!!!
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