My quixotic world

My world is a puerile dream.

The quietude of my world disturbed by the quips of reality.

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I fail to fathom the attitudes of people.

I am a person who likes to reply and repay promptly.

One who wants to truly understand other person’s problems without seeing it as an obligation.

In the moment always.

Yet when it comes to my dealings I see nonchalance as if it’s a duty on their part.

Am I wrong it wanting those few people to b there in spirit as well?

Innumerable acquaintances and social friends.

Yet at the time of need few to b relied on.

Sometimes I mislead myself in thinking they need me.

Off course when all had a laugh at that I realize there was a motive behind that as well.

It would be wrong of me if I claim I have got no one to look back on.

Have some priceless people in my life but in different spheres.

They are there in totality and I am blessed to have them.

Yet am I wrong to crave for people like them in every angle of my life?

Am I wrong in trying to see a mirror of my attitude in every person I deal with everyday?

Sparkling light moments for acquaintances and one star moment for friendship is all it takes for me.

But I think I jump the fence a little too soon and end up getting hurt.

Why don’t I just enjoy a soft gallop and take the leap at the right moment.

Why do I give away my trust so easily?

Am I wrong to trust every friend to be my true friend in essence?

These are pure rhetoric questions for me.

But I don’t mind these questions as for each question I have got a counter argument in the form of a person who may be just for milliseconds made me believe in my quixotic world.

With each passing moment I explore new people.

And in some rare moments I find my quixotic world after all practical.

I live for these moments.

Just some thoughts…

I am a misfit in a world of majesty, glamour and

power with no inherent beauty,.

A world clustered by people yet comprised of individuals isolated from each other by their own world.

Each person to engrossed in his or her microcosm, people driven by their needs and dreams.

Each entity enclosed in a crystal ball yet happy with the glorious but misleading vision.

Appearance paramount, the thing most priced in forming an image.

Emotions are female whims which are to petty to be acknowledged.

Saying Hello Hi… is a waste of time what’s important is YOUR problem to be discussed, YOUR situation…

The other person must be fine but no time to confirm.

He or she must be on the right track but no time to guide.

Nothing can come between you and yourself.

“You are selfish so is the world” a thought shared by one and all.

Sensitivity and feelings are childish dreams to be mocked upon not to be understood.

To cherish your moments and not cherish everyone’s moment is IN.

Pretending to be a paragon of virtues of which you have got no idea.

Backbiting and backstabbing norm of the day.

Yet after facing so much negativity every day there is one thing that keeps us alive and that’s our family.

Family who restores your faith in you and always make you feel secured.

People who share and understand your thoughts.

Someone on whom you can always rely on and who will always be there just behind you to lend you support at difficult times.

Likewise am always there for them, heart, mind, body and soul.

Stand for your belief

It’s always been the case the outspoken becomes the black sheep in every situation.
Is it wrong to project your views and true feelings as it is?
Being transparent is a curse in a world where people hide themselves behind a plastic smile and pretend every thing is hunky-dory.
People want to just save their own skin.
They are tigers when voicing their opinion in group but grow cold feet on being asked to stand up for their views.
Madame Tauxad’s waxworks are preferable to such plastic people claiming to be human beings.
These are servile dependents who are opportunists in the first place, making use of people around them and themselves becoming paragon of false sweetness.

So what does a person do who believes in his thoughts, emotions and beliefs.
A person who is gutsy to voice his opinion and doesn’t shrink from his responsibilities
A person who has got zillion friends yet few to count.
Is he at fault for being like this?
Should he change himself and become life wretched inhuman beings around him.
Should he to follow the crowd and keep his head bowed down at all times.

NO….
Imagine a world where you do not know who your true well wishers are.
Just because the majority is like this doesn’t mean they are right in the first place.
Be true to yourself if your conscience says so, because ultimately you are answerable to yourself.
Out of the thousand deeds done by you at least one will reciprocate.
So for that hope live the moments with your ideologies.
Never compromise, because you won’t ever be able to justify that
What future hold for us we never know.
Just do the right things and let it shape your life as it wants to.